作词 : mental xd

作曲 : mental xd

I could never hate you

Doesn't matter what you do

I know that you hate me

Usually I hate me too

Tired of complaining

But I don't know what else to do

Tired of explaining

Every wrong move I choose

Feels like I have lost every reason

Nobody else to believe in

Think I have got too many secrets

So I keep sleeping and dreaming

That once for a change I could feel something else

And it pains me to stay with the cards I have been dealt

I could keep moving forwards and look for some help

But I'd rather exist with just you and myself

So baby tell me what hits harder then my words

I'm sick in tired of explaining so you first

I still cant find it so I can't tell you my worth

So baby would tell me would you feel the same..

If you were hurt

Like would it work?

Would you find me useful?

Or would I be like dirt?

And maybe it's just a process

One that I can not process

Bang my head on the wall

And u wont tell me I lost it

Please just tell me I lost it

I could never hate you

Doesn't matter what you do

I know that you hate me

Usually I hate me too

Tired of complaining

But I don't know what else to do

Tired of explaining

Every wrong move I choose