If this is apocalypse

then first there was a genesis

I think I'll let myself exist

under this bloody moon

like a moth or butterfly

I'm the queen to my demise

but don't think that I'll go amiss

I'm just getting my groove

(Chorus)

But first I gotta let go of the things I tried to be

first I gotta let go of these fakers next to me

first I gotta give up everything I can't control

get that moderation in my system and

move on to the next

on to the next

on to the next

on to the next

maybe I don't know whats up

maybe I am mostly wrong

but one thing that I know for sure

is everywhere I go I grow

knowing me it takes some time

diamonds are a little shy

but wait and see I'll hit some gold

and I'mma be a sight to hold

(Chorus)

But first I gotta let go of the things I tried to be

first I gotta let go of these fakers next to me

first I gotta give up everything I can't control

get that moderation in my system and

move on to the next

first I gotta let go of the things I tried to be

first I gotta let go of these fakers next to me

first I gotta give up everything I can't control

get that moderation in my system and

move on to the next