It doesn't feel like I'm in the mood to

It doesn't taste like oh when it used to

I hate how I'm feeling now

I don't care if I get used to

All the things they say I should do

I hate how I'm feeling now

Hiding away was something that I only did when I was a child

Until now

I've been looking around

Wondering how I could still believe and allow myself to drown

I got used to you in a lucid place

In a perfect time with a certain face

I'd be lucky if I could ever find a reason not to shut myself down

Right now

It doesn't feel like I'm in the mood to

It doesn't taste like oh when it used to

I hate how I'm feeling now

It sucks when you're not around

They say come tomorrow, you'll finally realize what you needed today

I know

Faking my way through motions

Just a person whose emotions have frayed

It shows

Like a massive stone that I leave alone

On my chest it takes every breath away

I'd be lucky if I could ever find a reason not to feel so alone

I won't

It doesn't feel like I'm in the mood to

It doesn't taste like oh when it used to

I hate how I'm feeling now

It sucks when you're not around

I don't care if I get used to

All the things they say I should do

I hate how I'm feeling now

It sucks when you're not around

It sucks when you're not around

Could you tell me all your reasons

Could you leave them here tonight

Could you break these walls

To take me home to another kind of life

That's all I ever wanted

I'm locked down to the rails

But I stay tied so you can ride

In search of something else

It doesn't feel like I'm in the mood to

It doesn't taste like oh when it used to

I hate how I'm feeling now

It sucks when you're not around

I don't care if I get used to

All the things they say I should do

I hate how I'm feeling now

It sucks when you're not around

It sucks when you're not around