stumbled around the block a thousand times

you missed every call that I had tried

so now I'm giving up

a heartbreak in mid December

you don't give a ****

you never remember me

while you're pulling on his jeans

getting lost in the big city

I was looking out our window

watching all the cars go

wondering if I'll see Chicago

or a sunset on the west coast

or will I die in the cold

feeling blue and alone

I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo

I hope you get your ball room floor

your perfect house with rose red doors

I'm the last thing you'd remember

It's been a long and lonely December

I wish I'd known that less is more

but I was passed out on the floor

that's the last thing I remember

It's been a long and lonely December

cast me aside to show yourself in a better light

I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright

but I'm sure you'll take his hand

I hope he's better than I ever could have been

my mistakes were not intentions

this is a list of my confessions I couldn't say

pain is never permanent but tonight is killing me

I hope you get your ball room floor

your perfect house with rose red doors

I'm the last thing you'd remember

It's been a long and lonely December

I wish I'd known that less is more

but I was passed out on the floor

that's the last thing I remember

It's been a long and lonely December